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Post by Rosey Posey on Apr 18, 2019 3:25:19 GMT
So if you didn't know, recently I left Night Clan, so here's why:
I left because I've been quite stressed lately with school, elections, ect. In addition I've been coming home with terrible headaches lately and some of the people in Night just make it worse. My headaches got to the point where I could barely even think, I could barely talk and it took me forever to process words. Another reason is the drama, there's to much off it which always just makes me sad, which brings me onto my last reason. I'm pretty sure I'm mentally exhausted, I read into it more to see if I had it before saying that I actually had it and to my surprise I had most of the symptoms. So I think it's best that I just stay out of sso wc. I don't think I'm ever going to join back since sso wc just makes me sadder and sadder each day that goes by.
I never really thought I'd ever close the book on sso wc but I guess it's time. It got me kinda sad that I've made it to the last chapter of my characters. I really didn't want to end it seeing that they have so much potential, so I decided I'll be continuing theirs lives just not on sso. Since I've decided to do this I will be finally using my wattpad (yayyy) so that'll be fun. (just a disclaimer, I'll only be writing about Rose's and Crimson's lives since I never really used my other ones anyway)
I've prepared some songs so enjoy! or not
To all my friends: www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLf6yZPJyvM
I know that hesitation, because even if you speak from the heart
It will eventually come back to you as scars
I will not say such obvious thing as ‘have strength’
I will tell you, tell you my story
What did I say
I said we would win
I couldn’t believe (for real)
Could we win or not
This mirage that isn’t a mirage
Did we made it
(No) I was here
It was you who came to me
I do believe your galaxy
I want to hear your melody
How will the stars of your galaxy
Embroider your sky
Don’t forget that at the end of my despair
I found you
You are my last reason
Standing at the edge of my cliff
Live.
When I hate being myself
When I just want to disappear forever
I open one door and there I was in your heart
If you open that door and come in, I’ll be waiting for you there
It’s okay to believe, I’ll comfort you Magic Shop
Drink a cup of warm tea
And look up to that galaxy
You will be okay, oh, here Magic Shop
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
Show you show you
Bloom like a rose
Flutter like a cherry blossom
Fall like a morning glory
Like that beautiful moment
I always wanted to be the best
So I was impatient, I was anxious all the time
Comparing myself to others was my every day
The greed that was my weapon instead choked me and became my leash
But looking back, the truth is
I didn’t just want to become the best
I wanted to comfort you, move you
I want to end your sadness and pain
When I hate being myself
When I just want to disappear forever
I open one door and there I was in your heart
If you open that door and come in, I’ll be waiting for you there
It’s okay to believe, I’ll comfort you Magic Shop
Drink a cup of warm tea
And look up to that galaxy
You will be okay, oh, here Magic Shop
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
Show you show you
Would you believe me if I say even I was afraid of everything
All the sincerity, the remaining time
All of your answers are in here where you found it
In your galaxy, inside your heart
You gave me the best of me
So you’ll give you the best of you
You found me, you recognized me
You gave me the best of me
So you’ll give you the best of you
You will find it, the galaxy inside you
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
Show you show you
To the most important people to me: www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfKYWOUlq1o
Don’t think of anything
Don’t say anything, not even a word
Just give me a smile
I still can’t believe it
All of this seems like a dream
Don’t try to disappear
Is it true? Is it true?
You You
You’re so beautiful, that I’m scared
Untrue Untrue
You You You
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you
Butterfly like a Butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
You’re just like a Butterfly
From afar, I steal glances; if we touch hands, will I lose you?
You shine in this pitch darkness that is The butterfly effect
Your light touches, I forget the reality at once
It’s like a wind that gently strokes me
It’s like a dust that gently drifts along
You’re there but for some reason, I can’t reach you
Stop
You, who’s like a dream is a butterfly high to me
Untrue Untrue
You You You
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you
The small pieces guttered down darkly
From my heart, a barren noise
I don’t know if this is reality or a dream
My Kafka on the seaside
Don’t go to those woods over there
My heart is still shattering on you
(I just wanted to vaporize like this)
My love that is forever
It’s all FREE for you
baby
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you
Butterfly like a Butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
To everyone I've met: www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3QL2R77yJM
Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turning blue
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do
If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leaving soon
Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down
Taste me, these salty tears on my cheeks
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, déjà vu
If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leaving soon
Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry
To everyone I've met on this crazy adventure: www.youtube.com/watch?v=wf68uK9D82o
Before we say goodbye, let go
But I’m lost in the maze of my heart
From stereo to mono
That’s how the path splits
If my fate is to disappear like this, then this is my last letter
Penned words, written then erased
Feelings for you, so many to let go
Unpuzzle my lego
At a level where it can’t return to its original shape
So be it don’t cry
I’mma let you go and fly
Hectic days, keeping myself busy
Distraction filled schedule
But I won’t forget
Burned into the back of my mind like tattoo
We can’t return to those days
If I could, I’d call your name
No… but I’ll accept your blame
It really is time to say goodbye
Before we say goodbye, let go
But I’m lost in the maze of my heart
From stereo to mono
That’s how the path splits
It continues
In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can’t run
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
What have you been up to lately?
Who are you thinking of so far away?
Life without you is really unbelievable
But even so I still gotta go
To the person I loved too much
To the red thread that got too entangled in itself
I couldn't reach you, so I'll walk a separate path
For that reason I’ll say goodbye
At first every day is like that
Beyond the tears hidden in the rain
I’ll wait for you, let’s start over
So that in the future
I can meet you again with a smile
In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can’t run
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
The color of the sky we saw together
The scent of the path we walked down together
Don’t forget them
In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can’t run
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
Sorry for spamming you with song, I just really wanted to share these with you because these feel some what important to me.
Anyway, if you wish to reach out to me here's where you can find me
Discord: @ℝ𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕪 𝕋𝕖𝕒
#0995
Wattpad: BlueKitty221
DeviantArt: BlueKitty221
Sso: Emelie Kittenmoon
Roblox: LonelyBlueKitty
I love y'all so much, thank you so much ❤️
Rosey out~
I left because I've been quite stressed lately with school, elections, ect. In addition I've been coming home with terrible headaches lately and some of the people in Night just make it worse. My headaches got to the point where I could barely even think, I could barely talk and it took me forever to process words. Another reason is the drama, there's to much off it which always just makes me sad, which brings me onto my last reason. I'm pretty sure I'm mentally exhausted, I read into it more to see if I had it before saying that I actually had it and to my surprise I had most of the symptoms. So I think it's best that I just stay out of sso wc. I don't think I'm ever going to join back since sso wc just makes me sadder and sadder each day that goes by.
I never really thought I'd ever close the book on sso wc but I guess it's time. It got me kinda sad that I've made it to the last chapter of my characters. I really didn't want to end it seeing that they have so much potential, so I decided I'll be continuing theirs lives just not on sso. Since I've decided to do this I will be finally using my wattpad (yayyy) so that'll be fun. (just a disclaimer, I'll only be writing about Rose's and Crimson's lives since I never really used my other ones anyway)
I've prepared some songs so enjoy! or not
To all my friends: www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLf6yZPJyvM
I know that hesitation, because even if you speak from the heart
It will eventually come back to you as scars
I will not say such obvious thing as ‘have strength’
I will tell you, tell you my story
What did I say
I said we would win
I couldn’t believe (for real)
Could we win or not
This mirage that isn’t a mirage
Did we made it
(No) I was here
It was you who came to me
I do believe your galaxy
I want to hear your melody
How will the stars of your galaxy
Embroider your sky
Don’t forget that at the end of my despair
I found you
You are my last reason
Standing at the edge of my cliff
Live.
When I hate being myself
When I just want to disappear forever
I open one door and there I was in your heart
If you open that door and come in, I’ll be waiting for you there
It’s okay to believe, I’ll comfort you Magic Shop
Drink a cup of warm tea
And look up to that galaxy
You will be okay, oh, here Magic Shop
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
Show you show you
Bloom like a rose
Flutter like a cherry blossom
Fall like a morning glory
Like that beautiful moment
I always wanted to be the best
So I was impatient, I was anxious all the time
Comparing myself to others was my every day
The greed that was my weapon instead choked me and became my leash
But looking back, the truth is
I didn’t just want to become the best
I wanted to comfort you, move you
I want to end your sadness and pain
When I hate being myself
When I just want to disappear forever
I open one door and there I was in your heart
If you open that door and come in, I’ll be waiting for you there
It’s okay to believe, I’ll comfort you Magic Shop
Drink a cup of warm tea
And look up to that galaxy
You will be okay, oh, here Magic Shop
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
Show you show you
Would you believe me if I say even I was afraid of everything
All the sincerity, the remaining time
All of your answers are in here where you found it
In your galaxy, inside your heart
You gave me the best of me
So you’ll give you the best of you
You found me, you recognized me
You gave me the best of me
So you’ll give you the best of you
You will find it, the galaxy inside you
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
So show me (I’ll show you)
Show you show you
To the most important people to me: www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfKYWOUlq1o
Don’t think of anything
Don’t say anything, not even a word
Just give me a smile
I still can’t believe it
All of this seems like a dream
Don’t try to disappear
Is it true? Is it true?
You You
You’re so beautiful, that I’m scared
Untrue Untrue
You You You
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you
Butterfly like a Butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
You’re just like a Butterfly
From afar, I steal glances; if we touch hands, will I lose you?
You shine in this pitch darkness that is The butterfly effect
Your light touches, I forget the reality at once
It’s like a wind that gently strokes me
It’s like a dust that gently drifts along
You’re there but for some reason, I can’t reach you
Stop
You, who’s like a dream is a butterfly high to me
Untrue Untrue
You You You
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you
The small pieces guttered down darkly
From my heart, a barren noise
I don’t know if this is reality or a dream
My Kafka on the seaside
Don’t go to those woods over there
My heart is still shattering on you
(I just wanted to vaporize like this)
My love that is forever
It’s all FREE for you
baby
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you
Butterfly like a Butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly
To everyone I've met: www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3QL2R77yJM
Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turning blue
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do
If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leaving soon
Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down
Taste me, these salty tears on my cheeks
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, déjà vu
If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leaving soon
Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry
To everyone I've met on this crazy adventure: www.youtube.com/watch?v=wf68uK9D82o
Before we say goodbye, let go
But I’m lost in the maze of my heart
From stereo to mono
That’s how the path splits
If my fate is to disappear like this, then this is my last letter
Penned words, written then erased
Feelings for you, so many to let go
Unpuzzle my lego
At a level where it can’t return to its original shape
So be it don’t cry
I’mma let you go and fly
Hectic days, keeping myself busy
Distraction filled schedule
But I won’t forget
Burned into the back of my mind like tattoo
We can’t return to those days
If I could, I’d call your name
No… but I’ll accept your blame
It really is time to say goodbye
Before we say goodbye, let go
But I’m lost in the maze of my heart
From stereo to mono
That’s how the path splits
It continues
In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can’t run
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
What have you been up to lately?
Who are you thinking of so far away?
Life without you is really unbelievable
But even so I still gotta go
To the person I loved too much
To the red thread that got too entangled in itself
I couldn't reach you, so I'll walk a separate path
For that reason I’ll say goodbye
At first every day is like that
Beyond the tears hidden in the rain
I’ll wait for you, let’s start over
So that in the future
I can meet you again with a smile
In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can’t run
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
The color of the sky we saw together
The scent of the path we walked down together
Don’t forget them
In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can’t run
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
I’m ready to let go
Sorry for spamming you with song, I just really wanted to share these with you because these feel some what important to me.
Anyway, if you wish to reach out to me here's where you can find me
Discord: @ℝ𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕪 𝕋𝕖𝕒
#0995
Wattpad: BlueKitty221
DeviantArt: BlueKitty221
Sso: Emelie Kittenmoon
Roblox: LonelyBlueKitty
I love y'all so much, thank you so much ❤️
Rosey out~